hey baby mum mummy's missing you like crazy. I just was my baby back finding life really hard the now been looking for a job but everything involves public which means seeing children doing what am never going to see you do. Everyday doing simple tasks like walking to the shop i see a mum with her toddler running next to her giggling and i look beside me and my 19 month old isn't beside me. i just don#t understand why they got to keep there kids and i never. i guess you were just a borrowed angel sent to leave yr mark on earth not but not allowed to stay. its just not fair. Mummy needs her maddison back more that ever! love you always baby Mum x